Bucket List

1. Throw glitter in the air
2. Rock climb
3. Save up 500 dollars and go on a shopping spree
4. Plan a trip to NY 2012 (done)
5. Zip line in front of a water fall
6. Scream to a water fall2011 (done)
7. Have someone carry me and spin me around in circles until I throw up
8. Do my splits
9. Build upper body strength
10. Scream in public2012 (done)
11. Have champagne
12. Snow board
13. Fly a kite
14. Ice skate outdoors
15. Fly on my own
18. Wear a gown (done sep 8th, 2012)
19. Color my hair
20. Sing in public  (done)



To Be Continued ...

If only

If only I could write down what I really felt. The truth.
If only I knew what I truly feel. A lie.
If only you could read my mind. The key.

The key to free me into a galaxy filled with emptiness. Ready.

If only I knew what to fill it up with. Love.
If only I knew where love came from. God.
If only I knew. . . . If only I knew.

Knew where to face. The future.

If only I would look with my eyes. My window.
If only I would see with my mind. The truth teller.
If only my heart would shut up. The trader. (what a bipolar freak you are)

A freak that allows you to feel. Emotions.

If only you knew.
If only you knew.
If only you knew.